Some days I feel like my head is about to explode, filled with genuine few worries woven into millions of worries suffocating my brain.
Some days I feel like a defeated man desperately looking into his past to explain his present situation.
Some days I criticise my past with prejudice, only seeing my bad actions with the hope of explaining causation between my past actions & present situation.
Those days I get overwhelmed by my worries & my disposition to bad luck, my SANITY becomes my only pride.
My SANITY becomes my only land to defend till my harvest day. My SANITY is the beta blocker for my pains and worries.
Those days I cry deep inside my heart, my brain sweating profusely but yet my SANITY keeps me going, keeps me smiling and keeps me fighting.
Those days my heart soak up so much water and my eyes starts leaking , my SANITY my PRIDE tells me to have a privacy and let it out.
My SANITY stops me from losing the will to live
My SANITY is the battleground for depression, suicidal thought and all self defeating thoughts
Every time I win these battles I celebrate inside and prepare for the next one
I know as long as I keep winning these battles, as long as I have my SANITY, things will be better.
MY SANITY MY PRIDE
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